Sorry for the pretty vulgur post I did in the morning...
sigh... I just miss Final Fantasy... it brings me back to my playful days...
3 years... 3 years ago.... or maybe longer... I can't remember... I played FFX... I was quite crazy about that game at that time.. spending hundreds of hours jus playing the international version and unlocking all its secrets....
So the PS2 is gone... Knowing my father, he would never give it back again... he would rather buy a new one then crack his oversized ego to return the old one...
time has changed me so much.... and yet.. so little...
my love for fantasy.. magic... never faded, one bit since young...
As I said before, I live in my dreams....... Sometimes... if not for Jesus and God, I would be utterly lost finding which reality I belong to....
The craftable reality? or the mundane reality....
My dreams alllow me to transcend "reality"... Flying without wings above the world that I created myself...
Lucid dreaming?.... I dunno about that... but I thank God that I can live my fantasy in my dreams....
Its always daytime in my dreams.. I noticed... lolz..... actually i noticed that long long time ago.... hmmm.. i wonder..
I'm bored stiff... can you tell?
I'm stuck at home the whole day playing Warcraft until I'm DAMM sick of it... then switching to KoF... then switching to LotR... I'm sick of the same old computer games.. I desperately need something new to play...
blahz....
who wanna go out with me?... I've got like 4 more days of holiday left...
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